I need to stop thinking about this. I was feeling pretty confident about my chances for getting this job – now, I’m not so sure.
I don’t get any particularly positive feelings from anyone about my chances. One of the teachers mentioned that she’s not sure she’s EVER seen someone hired from within. I didn’t go to a snobby school, which, I gather, is important to the assistant principal. I am a first year teacher with no work experience beyond the internship. No one has come to watch me teach, though I’ve extended the invitation.
I’m trying to keep a “the Universe will put me where I most need to be” attitude. I’m having a little trouble with that right now, though, because I really want the job.